[She nods, a bit numb, a little out of it all. This isn't working. Something about this is just off when the tables are turned on her, and as much as she's trying to put up her walls, it's just... not working.
Maybe she doesn't want it to, is the thing. But knowing herself, having that kind of foresight? Well, it's just hard to have. Harder to share.
Beau shakes her head in the silence, as if trying to clear something out of her head.]
Yeah, I-- yeah. Look, I get it, I mean I hear you and I know. It's just... being afraid of it, that makes it hard to remember. Thinking everything's just gonna happen again. No matter what I do, there's always gonna be someone bigger smacking me down and taking everything away.
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Maybe she doesn't want it to, is the thing. But knowing herself, having that kind of foresight? Well, it's just hard to have. Harder to share.
Beau shakes her head in the silence, as if trying to clear something out of her head.]
Yeah, I-- yeah. Look, I get it, I mean I hear you and I know. It's just... being afraid of it, that makes it hard to remember. Thinking everything's just gonna happen again. No matter what I do, there's always gonna be someone bigger smacking me down and taking everything away.